"Queste cose vanno ben oltre di quanto si possa immaginare"
Il veterano della guerra in
Iraq Daniel Somers si è suicidato dopo una ardua battaglia contro il
disordine da stress post-traumatico (PTSD) a seguito del suo ruolo nel
commettere "crimini contro l'umanità" secondo quanto scritto dallo
stesso nella sua lettera di addio. Somers era assegnato alla squadra
tattica a Baghdad e che lo ha coinvolto in più di 400 missioni di
combattimento come addetto alla mitragliatrice nella torretta
dell'Humvee, oltre al suo ruolo nel condurre interrogatori.
La lettera lasciata da Somers
costituisce un atto di accusa molto forte dell'invasione, di come ha
rovinato le vite di milioni di iracheni così come quelle di innumerevoli
soldati mandati a fare il lavoro sporco per conto del complesso industriale militare.
"La semplice verità è questa:
Durante il mio primo schieramento (incarico) sono stato partecipe di
cose, la cui enormità è difficile da descrivere. Crimini di guerra,
crimini contro l'umanità" ha scritto Somers. " Anche se non vi ho preso
parte per mia volontà, ed ho fatto quanto in mio potere per fermare
questi eventi, queste sono cose dalle quali semplicemente una persona
non recupera. Ho provato orgoglio nell'andare avanti nella vita dopo
aver preso parte di qualcosa che sembra essere come il segno di un
sociopatico nella mia mente. Queste cose vanno ben oltre di quanti molti
possano immaginare"......
Somers denuncia anche il modo
in cui è stato costretto a partecipare alle operazioni di cover-up di
tali crimini. La morte di Somers deve servire a riportare l'attenzione
sul fatto che i veterani di guerra si suicidano a frotte, vittime del
disordine post-traumatico causato direttamente per aver commesso
atrocità in combattimento. Come sottolinea Somers nella sua nota, 22
veterani AL GIORNO si suicidano. Tra i soldati in servizio, più di uno
al giorno commette suicidio, un numero che ha sorpassato quello dei
soldati uccisi durante i combattimenti in Afghanistan.
"E secondo alcuni esperti, le
autorità militari sottostimano il problema a causa del modo in cui viene
calcolato il tasso dei suicidi," scrive il New York Times,
aggiungendo che gli esperti non comprendono "le radici di fondo che
spiegano come mai tra i militari i suicidi aumentino così rapidamente"
Ad ogni modo, le cause di fondo
sono svelate nella lettera di addio di Somers. Alle truppe statunitensi
è stato ordinato di commettere atrocità così vili che l'unico modo nel
quale molti di loro riescono a superare l'orrore di quanto hanno fatto è
di uccidersi. Esempi di atrocità commesse direttamente o indirettamente
dalle truppe americane in Iraq includono;
- ordini di massacrare durante le missioni di tutti gli uomini in età idonea per combattere;
- torturare i detenuti - molti
dei quali non erano impegnati in combattimenti ed erano totalmente
innocenti - nei macabri campi di prigionia sparsi nel paese;
- stuprare e torturare bambini
con luci chimiche e manici di scope al famoso centro di detenzione Aby
Ghraib mentre urlavano terrorizzati. Le donne erano costrette a guardare
mentre pregavano di essere uccise.
- sodomizzare detenuti con luci chimiche e manici di scopa
- uccisioni indiscriminate dall'alto di giornalisti e bambini
- massacrare interi gruppi di persone disarmate, inclusi bambini ed anziani in Hadith
"Questo è ciò che mi ha
condotto alla mia missione finale. Non il suicidio, ma una morte
misericordiosa," ha scritto Somers, aggiungendo che la sua vita " ogni
tipo di esistenza ordinaria è un insulto nei confronti di coloro che
sono morti per mia mano"
Leggere la lettera completa di Somers, ottenuta da Gawker e pubblicata con il permesso della famiglia
Traduzione di Barbara da Infowars.com
Sotto articolo originale con la lettera di Daniel Somers
“These things go far beyond what most are even aware of”
Paul Joseph Watson
Infowars.com
June 24, 2013
Daniel Somers. Image: Facebook
Iraq war veteran Daniel Somers
committed suicide following an arduous battle with post traumatic stress
disorder (PTSD) that was caused by his role in committing “crimes
against humanity,” according to the soldier’s suicide note.
Somers was assigned to a
Tactical Human-Intelligence Team (THT) in Baghdad which saw him involved
in more than 400 combat missions as a machine gunner in the turret of a
Humvee, in addition to his role in conducting interrogations.
Somers’ suicide note is a
powerful indictment of the invasion of Iraq and how it ruined the lives
of both countless millions of Iraqis as well as innumerable US troops
sent in to do the dirty work of the military-industrial complex.
“The simple truth is this:
During my first deployment, I was made to participate in things, the
enormity of which is hard to describe. War crimes, crimes against
humanity,” wrote Somers. “Though I did not participate willingly, and
made what I thought was my best effort to stop these events, there are
some things that a person simply can not come back from. I take some
pride in that, actually, as to move on in life after being part of such a
thing would be the mark of a sociopath in my mind. These things go far
beyond what most are even aware of.”
Somers also complains about how he was forced to “participate in the ensuing coverup” of such crimes.
Somers’ death serves to refocus
attention on the fact that military veterans are committing suicide in
droves after being afflicted with PTSD as a direct result of committing
atrocities while in combat.
As Somers highlights in his note, 22 military veterans commit suicide every single day.
Amongst active-duty soldiers, more than one a day commit suicide, a
figure that surpassed the number of US troops killed in combat in
Afghanistan.
“And according to some experts,
the military may be undercounting the problem because of the way it
calculates its suicide rate,” reports the New York Times, adding that experts cannot understand “the root causes of why military suicide is rising so fast.”
However, the root causes are
laid bare in Somers’ suicide note. US troops are being ordered to commit
atrocities so vile that the only way many of them can cope with the
horror of what they have done is by killing themselves.
Examples of atrocities aided directly or indirectly by US troops in Iraq include;
- Orders to slaughter “all military age men” during some operations;
- Torturing detainees – many of whom had never engaged in combat and were totally innocent - at grisly prison camps across the country;
- Raping and torturing children at the infamous Abu Ghraib detention facility while they shrieked in terror. Women forced to watch later begged to be killed.
- Sodomizing detainees with chemical lights and broom sticks;
- Indiscriminately firing upon and killing journalists and children from the air;
- Massacring entire groups of unarmed Iraqis, including children and the elderly in Hadith.
“This is what brought me to my
actual final mission. Not suicide, but a mercy killing,” wrote Somers,
adding that him living “any kind of ordinary life is an insult to those
who died at my hand.”
Read Somers’ full suicide note below, obtained by Gawker and published with his family’s permission.
———————————————————–
I am sorry that it has come to this.
The fact is, for as long as I
can remember my motivation for getting up every day has been so that you
would not have to bury me. As things have continued to get worse, it
has become clear that this alone is not a sufficient reason to carry on.
The fact is, I am not getting better, I am not going to get better, and
I will most certainly deteriorate further as time goes on. From a
logical standpoint, it is better to simply end things quickly and let
any repercussions from that play out in the short term than to drag
things out into the long term.
You will perhaps be sad for a
time, but over time you will forget and begin to carry on. Far better
that than to inflict my growing misery upon you for years and decades to
come, dragging you down with me. It is because I love you that I can
not do this to you. You will come to see that it is a far better thing
as one day after another passes during which you do not have to worry
about me or even give me a second thought. You will find that your world
is better without me in it.
I really have been trying to
hang on, for more than a decade now. Each day has been a testament to
the extent to which I cared, suffering unspeakable horror as quietly as
possible so that you could feel as though I was still here for you. In
truth, I was nothing more than a prop, filling space so that my absence
would not be noted. In truth, I have already been absent for a long,
long time.
My body has become nothing but a
cage, a source of pain and constant problems. The illness I have has
caused me pain that not even the strongest medicines could dull, and
there is no cure. All day, every day a screaming agony in every nerve
ending in my body. It is nothing short of torture. My mind is a
wasteland, filled with visions of incredible horror, unceasing
depression, and crippling anxiety, even with all of the medications the
doctors dare give. Simple things that everyone else takes for granted
are nearly impossible for me. I can not laugh or cry. I can barely leave
the house. I derive no pleasure from any activity. Everything simply
comes down to passing time until I can sleep again. Now, to sleep
forever seems to be the most merciful thing.
You must not blame yourself.
The simple truth is this: During my first deployment, I was made to
participate in things, the enormity of which is hard to describe. War
crimes, crimes against humanity. Though I did not participate willingly,
and made what I thought was my best effort to stop these events, there
are some things that a person simply can not come back from. I take some
pride in that, actually, as to move on in life after being part of such
a thing would be the mark of a sociopath in my mind. These things go
far beyond what most are even aware of.
To force me to do these things
and then participate in the ensuing coverup is more than any government
has the right to demand. Then, the same government has turned around and
abandoned me. They offer no help, and actively block the pursuit of
gaining outside help via their corrupt agents at the DEA. Any blame
rests with them.
Beyond that, there are the host
of physical illnesses that have struck me down again and again, for
which they also offer no help. There might be some progress by now if
they had not spent nearly twenty years denying the illness that I and so
many others were exposed to. Further complicating matters is the
repeated and severe brain injuries to which I was subjected, which they
also seem to be expending no effort into understanding. What is known is
that each of these should have been cause enough for immediate medical
attention, which was not rendered.
Lastly, the DEA enters the
picture again as they have now managed to create such a culture of fear
in the medical community that doctors are too scared to even take the
necessary steps to control the symptoms. All under the guise of a
completely manufactured “overprescribing epidemic,” which stands in
stark relief to all of the legitimate research, which shows the opposite
to be true. Perhaps, with the right medication at the right doses, I
could have bought a couple of decent years, but even that is too much to
ask from a regime built upon the idea that suffering is noble and
relief is just for the weak.
However, when the challenges
facing a person are already so great that all but the weakest would give
up, these extra factors are enough to push a person over the edge.
Is it any wonder then that the
latest figures show 22 veterans killing themselves each day? That is
more veterans than children killed at Sandy Hook, every single day.
Where are the huge policy initiatives? Why isn’t the president standing
with those families at the state of the union? Perhaps because we were
not killed by a single lunatic, but rather by his own system of
dehumanization, neglect, and indifference.
It leaves us to where all we
have to look forward to is constant pain, misery, poverty, and dishonor.
I assure you that, when the numbers do finally drop, it will merely be
because those who were pushed the farthest are all already dead.
And for what? Bush’s religious
lunacy? Cheney’s ever growing fortune and that of his corporate friends?
Is this what we destroy lives for?
Since then, I have tried
everything to fill the void. I tried to move into a position of greater
power and influence to try and right some of the wrongs. I deployed
again, where I put a huge emphasis on saving lives. The fact of the
matter, though, is that any new lives saved do not replace those who
were murdered. It is an exercise in futility.
Then, I pursued replacing
destruction with creation. For a time this provided a distraction, but
it could not last. The fact is that any kind of ordinary life is an
insult to those who died at my hand. How can I possibly go around like
everyone else while the widows and orphans I created continue to
struggle? If they could see me sitting here in suburbia, in my
comfortable home working on some music project they would be outraged,
and rightfully so.
I thought perhaps I could make
some headway with this film project, maybe even directly appealing to
those I had wronged and exposing a greater truth, but that is also now
being taken away from me. I fear that, just as with everything else that
requires the involvement of people who can not understand by virtue of
never having been there, it is going to fall apart as careers get in the
way.
The last thought that has
occurred to me is one of some kind of final mission. It is true that I
have found that I am capable of finding some kind of reprieve by doing
things that are worthwhile on the scale of life and death. While it is a
nice thought to consider doing some good with my skills, experience,
and killer instinct, the truth is that it isn’t realistic. First, there
are the logistics of financing and equipping my own operation, then
there is the near certainty of a grisly death, international incidents,
and being branded a terrorist in the media that would follow. What is
really stopping me, though, is that I simply am too sick to be effective
in the field anymore. That, too, has been taken from me.
Thus, I am left with basically
nothing. Too trapped in a war to be at peace, too damaged to be at war.
Abandoned by those who would take the easy route, and a liability to
those who stick it out—and thus deserve better. So you see, not only am I
better off dead, but the world is better without me in it.
This is what brought me to my
actual final mission. Not suicide, but a mercy killing. I know how to
kill, and I know how to do it so that there is no pain whatsoever. It
was quick, and I did not suffer. And above all, now I am free. I feel no
more pain. I have no more nightmares or flashbacks or hallucinations. I
am no longer constantly depressed or afraid or worried
I am free.
I ask that you be happy for me
for that. It is perhaps the best break I could have hoped for. Please
accept this and be glad for me.
*********************
Paul Joseph Watson is the editor and writer for Infowars.com and Prison Planet.com. He is the author of Order Out Of Chaos. Watson is also a host for Infowars Nightly News.
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"Queste cose vanno ben oltre di quanto si possa immaginare"
Il veterano della guerra in
Iraq Daniel Somers si è suicidato dopo una ardua battaglia contro il
disordine da stress post-traumatico (PTSD) a seguito del suo ruolo nel
commettere "crimini contro l'umanità" secondo quanto scritto dallo
stesso nella sua lettera di addio. Somers era assegnato alla squadra
tattica a Baghdad e che lo ha coinvolto in più di 400 missioni di
combattimento come addetto alla mitragliatrice nella torretta
dell'Humvee, oltre al suo ruolo nel condurre interrogatori.
La lettera lasciata da Somers
costituisce un atto di accusa molto forte dell'invasione, di come ha
rovinato le vite di milioni di iracheni così come quelle di innumerevoli
soldati mandati a fare il lavoro sporco per conto del complesso industriale militare.
"La semplice verità è questa:
Durante il mio primo schieramento (incarico) sono stato partecipe di
cose, la cui enormità è difficile da descrivere. Crimini di guerra,
crimini contro l'umanità" ha scritto Somers. " Anche se non vi ho preso
parte per mia volontà, ed ho fatto quanto in mio potere per fermare
questi eventi, queste sono cose dalle quali semplicemente una persona
non recupera. Ho provato orgoglio nell'andare avanti nella vita dopo
aver preso parte di qualcosa che sembra essere come il segno di un
sociopatico nella mia mente. Queste cose vanno ben oltre di quanti molti
possano immaginare"......
Somers denuncia anche il modo
in cui è stato costretto a partecipare alle operazioni di cover-up di
tali crimini. La morte di Somers deve servire a riportare l'attenzione
sul fatto che i veterani di guerra si suicidano a frotte, vittime del
disordine post-traumatico causato direttamente per aver commesso
atrocità in combattimento. Come sottolinea Somers nella sua nota, 22
veterani AL GIORNO si suicidano. Tra i soldati in servizio, più di uno
al giorno commette suicidio, un numero che ha sorpassato quello dei
soldati uccisi durante i combattimenti in Afghanistan.
"E secondo alcuni esperti, le
autorità militari sottostimano il problema a causa del modo in cui viene
calcolato il tasso dei suicidi," scrive il New York Times,
aggiungendo che gli esperti non comprendono "le radici di fondo che
spiegano come mai tra i militari i suicidi aumentino così rapidamente"
Ad ogni modo, le cause di fondo
sono svelate nella lettera di addio di Somers. Alle truppe statunitensi
è stato ordinato di commettere atrocità così vili che l'unico modo nel
quale molti di loro riescono a superare l'orrore di quanto hanno fatto è
di uccidersi. Esempi di atrocità commesse direttamente o indirettamente
dalle truppe americane in Iraq includono;
- ordini di massacrare durante le missioni di tutti gli uomini in età idonea per combattere;
- torturare i detenuti - molti
dei quali non erano impegnati in combattimenti ed erano totalmente
innocenti - nei macabri campi di prigionia sparsi nel paese;
- stuprare e torturare bambini
con luci chimiche e manici di scope al famoso centro di detenzione Aby
Ghraib mentre urlavano terrorizzati. Le donne erano costrette a guardare
mentre pregavano di essere uccise.
- sodomizzare detenuti con luci chimiche e manici di scopa
- uccisioni indiscriminate dall'alto di giornalisti e bambini
- massacrare interi gruppi di persone disarmate, inclusi bambini ed anziani in Hadith
"Questo è ciò che mi ha
condotto alla mia missione finale. Non il suicidio, ma una morte
misericordiosa," ha scritto Somers, aggiungendo che la sua vita " ogni
tipo di esistenza ordinaria è un insulto nei confronti di coloro che
sono morti per mia mano"
Leggere la lettera completa di Somers, ottenuta da Gawker e pubblicata con il permesso della famiglia
Traduzione di Barbara da Infowars.com
Sotto articolo originale con la lettera di Daniel Somers
“These things go far beyond what most are even aware of”
Paul Joseph Watson
Infowars.com
June 24, 2013
Daniel Somers. Image: Facebook
Iraq war veteran Daniel Somers
committed suicide following an arduous battle with post traumatic stress
disorder (PTSD) that was caused by his role in committing “crimes
against humanity,” according to the soldier’s suicide note.
Somers was assigned to a
Tactical Human-Intelligence Team (THT) in Baghdad which saw him involved
in more than 400 combat missions as a machine gunner in the turret of a
Humvee, in addition to his role in conducting interrogations.
Somers’ suicide note is a
powerful indictment of the invasion of Iraq and how it ruined the lives
of both countless millions of Iraqis as well as innumerable US troops
sent in to do the dirty work of the military-industrial complex.
“The simple truth is this:
During my first deployment, I was made to participate in things, the
enormity of which is hard to describe. War crimes, crimes against
humanity,” wrote Somers. “Though I did not participate willingly, and
made what I thought was my best effort to stop these events, there are
some things that a person simply can not come back from. I take some
pride in that, actually, as to move on in life after being part of such a
thing would be the mark of a sociopath in my mind. These things go far
beyond what most are even aware of.”
Somers also complains about how he was forced to “participate in the ensuing coverup” of such crimes.
Somers’ death serves to refocus
attention on the fact that military veterans are committing suicide in
droves after being afflicted with PTSD as a direct result of committing
atrocities while in combat.
As Somers highlights in his note, 22 military veterans commit suicide every single day.
Amongst active-duty soldiers, more than one a day commit suicide, a
figure that surpassed the number of US troops killed in combat in
Afghanistan.
“And according to some experts,
the military may be undercounting the problem because of the way it
calculates its suicide rate,” reports the New York Times, adding that experts cannot understand “the root causes of why military suicide is rising so fast.”
However, the root causes are
laid bare in Somers’ suicide note. US troops are being ordered to commit
atrocities so vile that the only way many of them can cope with the
horror of what they have done is by killing themselves.
Examples of atrocities aided directly or indirectly by US troops in Iraq include;
- Orders to slaughter “all military age men” during some operations;
- Torturing detainees – many of whom had never engaged in combat and were totally innocent - at grisly prison camps across the country;
- Raping and torturing children at the infamous Abu Ghraib detention facility while they shrieked in terror. Women forced to watch later begged to be killed.
- Sodomizing detainees with chemical lights and broom sticks;
- Indiscriminately firing upon and killing journalists and children from the air;
- Massacring entire groups of unarmed Iraqis, including children and the elderly in Hadith.
“This is what brought me to my
actual final mission. Not suicide, but a mercy killing,” wrote Somers,
adding that him living “any kind of ordinary life is an insult to those
who died at my hand.”
Read Somers’ full suicide note below, obtained by Gawker and published with his family’s permission.
———————————————————–
I am sorry that it has come to this.
The fact is, for as long as I
can remember my motivation for getting up every day has been so that you
would not have to bury me. As things have continued to get worse, it
has become clear that this alone is not a sufficient reason to carry on.
The fact is, I am not getting better, I am not going to get better, and
I will most certainly deteriorate further as time goes on. From a
logical standpoint, it is better to simply end things quickly and let
any repercussions from that play out in the short term than to drag
things out into the long term.
You will perhaps be sad for a
time, but over time you will forget and begin to carry on. Far better
that than to inflict my growing misery upon you for years and decades to
come, dragging you down with me. It is because I love you that I can
not do this to you. You will come to see that it is a far better thing
as one day after another passes during which you do not have to worry
about me or even give me a second thought. You will find that your world
is better without me in it.
I really have been trying to
hang on, for more than a decade now. Each day has been a testament to
the extent to which I cared, suffering unspeakable horror as quietly as
possible so that you could feel as though I was still here for you. In
truth, I was nothing more than a prop, filling space so that my absence
would not be noted. In truth, I have already been absent for a long,
long time.
My body has become nothing but a
cage, a source of pain and constant problems. The illness I have has
caused me pain that not even the strongest medicines could dull, and
there is no cure. All day, every day a screaming agony in every nerve
ending in my body. It is nothing short of torture. My mind is a
wasteland, filled with visions of incredible horror, unceasing
depression, and crippling anxiety, even with all of the medications the
doctors dare give. Simple things that everyone else takes for granted
are nearly impossible for me. I can not laugh or cry. I can barely leave
the house. I derive no pleasure from any activity. Everything simply
comes down to passing time until I can sleep again. Now, to sleep
forever seems to be the most merciful thing.
You must not blame yourself.
The simple truth is this: During my first deployment, I was made to
participate in things, the enormity of which is hard to describe. War
crimes, crimes against humanity. Though I did not participate willingly,
and made what I thought was my best effort to stop these events, there
are some things that a person simply can not come back from. I take some
pride in that, actually, as to move on in life after being part of such
a thing would be the mark of a sociopath in my mind. These things go
far beyond what most are even aware of.
To force me to do these things
and then participate in the ensuing coverup is more than any government
has the right to demand. Then, the same government has turned around and
abandoned me. They offer no help, and actively block the pursuit of
gaining outside help via their corrupt agents at the DEA. Any blame
rests with them.
Beyond that, there are the host
of physical illnesses that have struck me down again and again, for
which they also offer no help. There might be some progress by now if
they had not spent nearly twenty years denying the illness that I and so
many others were exposed to. Further complicating matters is the
repeated and severe brain injuries to which I was subjected, which they
also seem to be expending no effort into understanding. What is known is
that each of these should have been cause enough for immediate medical
attention, which was not rendered.
Lastly, the DEA enters the
picture again as they have now managed to create such a culture of fear
in the medical community that doctors are too scared to even take the
necessary steps to control the symptoms. All under the guise of a
completely manufactured “overprescribing epidemic,” which stands in
stark relief to all of the legitimate research, which shows the opposite
to be true. Perhaps, with the right medication at the right doses, I
could have bought a couple of decent years, but even that is too much to
ask from a regime built upon the idea that suffering is noble and
relief is just for the weak.
However, when the challenges
facing a person are already so great that all but the weakest would give
up, these extra factors are enough to push a person over the edge.
Is it any wonder then that the
latest figures show 22 veterans killing themselves each day? That is
more veterans than children killed at Sandy Hook, every single day.
Where are the huge policy initiatives? Why isn’t the president standing
with those families at the state of the union? Perhaps because we were
not killed by a single lunatic, but rather by his own system of
dehumanization, neglect, and indifference.
It leaves us to where all we
have to look forward to is constant pain, misery, poverty, and dishonor.
I assure you that, when the numbers do finally drop, it will merely be
because those who were pushed the farthest are all already dead.
And for what? Bush’s religious
lunacy? Cheney’s ever growing fortune and that of his corporate friends?
Is this what we destroy lives for?
Since then, I have tried
everything to fill the void. I tried to move into a position of greater
power and influence to try and right some of the wrongs. I deployed
again, where I put a huge emphasis on saving lives. The fact of the
matter, though, is that any new lives saved do not replace those who
were murdered. It is an exercise in futility.
Then, I pursued replacing
destruction with creation. For a time this provided a distraction, but
it could not last. The fact is that any kind of ordinary life is an
insult to those who died at my hand. How can I possibly go around like
everyone else while the widows and orphans I created continue to
struggle? If they could see me sitting here in suburbia, in my
comfortable home working on some music project they would be outraged,
and rightfully so.
I thought perhaps I could make
some headway with this film project, maybe even directly appealing to
those I had wronged and exposing a greater truth, but that is also now
being taken away from me. I fear that, just as with everything else that
requires the involvement of people who can not understand by virtue of
never having been there, it is going to fall apart as careers get in the
way.
The last thought that has
occurred to me is one of some kind of final mission. It is true that I
have found that I am capable of finding some kind of reprieve by doing
things that are worthwhile on the scale of life and death. While it is a
nice thought to consider doing some good with my skills, experience,
and killer instinct, the truth is that it isn’t realistic. First, there
are the logistics of financing and equipping my own operation, then
there is the near certainty of a grisly death, international incidents,
and being branded a terrorist in the media that would follow. What is
really stopping me, though, is that I simply am too sick to be effective
in the field anymore. That, too, has been taken from me.
Thus, I am left with basically
nothing. Too trapped in a war to be at peace, too damaged to be at war.
Abandoned by those who would take the easy route, and a liability to
those who stick it out—and thus deserve better. So you see, not only am I
better off dead, but the world is better without me in it.
This is what brought me to my
actual final mission. Not suicide, but a mercy killing. I know how to
kill, and I know how to do it so that there is no pain whatsoever. It
was quick, and I did not suffer. And above all, now I am free. I feel no
more pain. I have no more nightmares or flashbacks or hallucinations. I
am no longer constantly depressed or afraid or worried
I am free.
I ask that you be happy for me
for that. It is perhaps the best break I could have hoped for. Please
accept this and be glad for me.
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Paul Joseph Watson is the editor and writer for Infowars.com and Prison Planet.com. He is the author of Order Out Of Chaos. Watson is also a host for Infowars Nightly News.
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